Love blueberry yogurt

Tried so many flavours of yogurts before, but Blueberry still taste the best to me. Have a great Wednesday. :)

Oh t i m e.

I don't know, something has gotten into me and I just can't seem to fan it away. Ever since the return from aussie made me realise everything seems to be the same. Or it seems.

I'm leaving time further and further. Things surges to me like a mad train, and I feel I just can't seem to cope, or so. 5 more lessons only.

I feel lost. I think I should pick it up from where I had dropped and move on. True enough, holidays made me fly; it was superb. Relaxed. Enjoyed. Saw a lot of stuff. But once reality kicks in, it is supposed to make you feel excited to look forward to stuff you are required to do back home.

I know. Its stress before the exam. And unfortunately I'm feeling it so much earlier than expected this time round.

2NE1 - Lonely

This MV is so much better. Meaning, and visually. As expected from YG. Certainly didn't disappoint.

This song, on the other hand, performs so much better than what I had expected. Its so good. Tune is good, as always, but one look at the lyrics, immediately blows me away. Its just so true, at some point. Identity crisis. Excellent.
Love this song.

Translation
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever

You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well

You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this

We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup

I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly

You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this

We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can’t take any more, Good bye

Cuz I’m just another girl
I’m so lonely
Even though I’m by your side right now

Baby I’m so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely

2NE1 - Ugly

3rd April 2012, Tuesday

My first time of listening was, why is this song so sad. True enough, the tune was addicting, but as I keep on listening, my knowledge of Korean starts to automatically translate in my head and I was wondering to myself, why is this song so negative?! I hope there will be some positive meaning in between, but right till the end its all too negative. I hope girls don't treat this with a depressed mindset. Its not, okay. Please listen to Kara's pretty girl. If you wanna pretty, every wanna pretty. LOL. Morning in the train, I put this on repeating mode, and in addition to today's damn train's delay, my mood went down the drain.

Yes I don't want to complain about the train. But I'm fed up. Aiya. The one and only monopoly public train service, is going haywire, everyone is just late for work everyday, this will only affect the overall efficiency and economic performance of Sg in the long run. If our trusted one and only public train transport service can't even function properly and deliver commuters to work punctually every day, who's going to believe our trustworthiness? Are other countries are going to invest if they know workers in Sg are late for work, reason being the public transport is not working well? Apparently the garment doesn't sense the urgency to fix this at all. Aiya aiya aiya. Next election... *shake head*

Back to the MV, I understand that everyone will have such moments once in their lifetime. I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful. I'm just the average joe and jane. I'm neither popular, nor do I have the charisma. I do have such moments too, but I mean, its not very appropriate to put this into a song, where so many people are going on repeating mode everyday. Everyday listen to such depressing songs, will make one go crazy alright?!

And my first comment when viewing the MV was, why aren't they lip syncing to it?? It was different from what I had visualize when listening. Then I realize, they can't. Yes they can't. How could they?!

Translated lyrics
[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone

I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
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See.  >.<

The different images produced from different perspective

Viewing my photos, viewing my photos. As I view from one photo to another I noticed.. the differences from one hand to another. Each person has a different touch to the camera and that all show in the images taken. Sometimes I feel its even easier with a point and shoot camera, because I don't even have to think and consider about the various functions and just shoot in auto mode.

It looks like I won't be able to post my trip photos like before, and I would only be able to post selective shots every now and then. Sigh~ Anyways. The idea of this post is regarding the differences of each person's touch of the camera.

 These pictures were taken in Launceston, Tas, visiting a design museum. The subject is viewing a crystal ball, watching it turn into million of lights. Focus is obviously on the subject, albeit a little blur. However, we do not see the face of the subject, do we know what she is doing? But the wide angle of the lens allows us to see the background of the room, in which its all full of such identical stuff. This image will shine if its black and white.

Perhaps, like this.

In this image, we see the subject face, he's viewing the crystal ball intently. At a more closer viewpoint, we get to see his reactions, or get a glimpse of what he may be thinking while watching the crystal ball move. 

This attention interests the viewers. "Ah, I wanna look at what he is looking."

P.s. I'm not any pro by the way, I'm intrigued by the different perspectives people will have. I may be just talking crap though. Bleagh. Cheers.

Cook With GAS @ Launceston, Tas

Pretty fascinating.

An unwanted gas company building, left preserved for UTAS (University of Tasmania) students to do their projects. Its interesting, as I hear my friend describing to me how they are supposed to do their assignments based on this building.

My obsession with Australia Post

First letter out! On the first day when I reach Hobart, Tas. 

Saw the letter box, and immediately flew it out, to Tae Kyung who's in Melb.

 Second time posting! This time at Launceston, Tas, outside the Royal Park, flew a postcard back home.

 Third time. Flew 2 postcards from Brisbane back to Tas, to Jackie & Alvin and their aussie family.

Fourth time, to King Key, from Brisbane.

Last but not least, my shot with the post at Byron Bay, Gold Coast. XD